Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Christmas...and another surprise!

Our Christmas morning was AWESOME!

Blu was so proud that Santa came to see him!

Momma and daddy were a little on the tired side...
Poor Blu was up half of the night coughing and momma in her kerchief lay in fear that he was going to decide to get out of bed and catch Santa in the middle of the night!

But it was worth it for all of the smiles!

He is so grown up. He could open all of the matchbox cars on his own.
Sniff. Sniff.

Well, here's to the end of one of the worst year's in my record books.
Losing mom will forever define who I was for the past few months and who I will be forever going forward. I just hope that I can continue to grow into this loss and arrive at a comfortable place that will allow me to overcome this constant sadness.

On a completely different note...
This new year is sure to bring nothing but goodness!

We are anxiously awaiting the arrival of Blu's little brother or sister.
The boy or girl part should be determined on Monday the 9th and I am SOOO excited!

Happy New Year!

1 comment:

*Jarah*Leah* said...

You'll be able to grow into it one day. It took me the longest time to not be sad constantly after my dad died:( and there are still times when I get really sad about it. Losing a parent sucks. You will be at peace with it one day though. It may take a while but you'll get there but there will never be a day she won't cross your mind. I miss your mom too. I think about her all the time.... On another note I cannot wait to find out if your having a boy or girl. I am like freakin out right now I am so excited! Monday yay! Love you!!